Well mine was here earlier for about an hour. I saw him for probably 10 minutes of that. He came over to make an order that needed to be done (he owns a business of sorts). He called to ask if he could come then when he got here didn't tell me he was here. I just happened to see his car outside. Well my oldest went out to play and saw that daddy was here. My H eventually came in the house right before he left. Didn't really say much of anything. Then left. I was watching out the window and he stopped to pet the dog and just had this incrediably sad look on his face. I just want to scream see I don't think this is what you really want! He is no happier now then when he was here so I hope he can realize I'm not the full reason he feels miserable.
Yeah mine gets them every other weekend. Although he is about to switch jobs and his new one will be.... right across the street from me. So I figure I'll be getting phone calls during the week asking if he can drop by and say hi to the kids on the way to his place.
I'm trying this whole going dark thing. Let me tell you it stinks. I mean I've been with him for 11 years and to all of a sudden have as little contact as possible....
You can look up my thread in need of help has more info about me. I really hope I can post that we got back together one day. This being apart is horrible and nothing about it feels right.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07
