Sashaying thru Seperation V

[mcojh]

Gonna vent, journal a bit. Well yesterday I asked CW if she wanted to do something tonight. She said that she would let me know today. She had no plans but wasn't sure if she wanted to do anything. She was out late at the amusement park with the kids Friday etc. Today, S15 called to say that they were going practice drive for a while and then pick up some lunch. He asked if I had a preference. I said no. They arrived later and had stopped at a sportsbar in town and got lunch to go for all of us. CW got me my favorite burger, which tasted like crap because it sat in the box too long when they made it. I never let on though.

She also told me that she was tired and didn't want to do anything. I took it in stride. She told me that she was planning to check out a different church tomorrow. She kept talking about it. She also kept asking me if I was going. Finally she asked if I was interested in the church she was checking out. I said if you are inviting me, I would go with. She asked if I wanted to take the kids to a water park tomorrow after church.

Smiling and waving....albeit slowly.