In need of help

[sadhearted]

Well H just called. Is coming over within the hour to do some of his company stuff in the garage.... I miss him but I don't know that I'm looking foward to this. Cause it's always the same. He doesn't really talk to me and barely looks at me. The kids is another story which is good for them. Just hurts to see him act the way he is toward me. Doesn't understand how you can turn feelings off after 11 years of being together....