Hi ROOT- Thanks so much for your your time and your thoughts. Though tonight I feel like it is all in vain. I can't seem to deal with the rules. I need answers. I need more than he can give me. I met my friend and my H for drinks. Things were fine. My H said that we were all invited to some other friend's for dinner. When we were leaving the restaurant, my H walked me to my car. I asked if he wanted me to go to our friend's and things just went downhill from there. I suggested he come back to the new house with me and he didn't really give me answer. I did go to our friend's and I again suggested he come back with me and he said not tonight. I asked him to walk out when I was leaving and things went from bad to worse. I will spare you the details. I ended up leaving angry, hurt and frustrated. Tonight I feel like I am done. I know I may feel differently tomorrow, but for now, I feel like I can not be the only one fighting to save my marriage.
