In need of help

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Boy sometimes the hopelessness just creeps right on in.

So do you believe what they so or no? I mean I hear you shouldn't believe what he's saying but geesh sometimes that's hard especially when it's something negative.

Guess I'm just not having a good night.... Hate this!

Just fight that hoplesness, it will get better and you know it.
As for believing what they say, don't. In my case, my wife started off (about 4 months ago) with that she is not in love with me, she is moving on, she is filing for divorce. I was devasted, I was ready to file first because of what she said. Then a month ago she she told me she was thinking about us. Then last week said she had no plans to file for divorce.Then today she called as her and son left for a week to let me know they were on the road and would call when they got to IL's house.
She said at the end of the convo .."my nickname" take care of yourself. See if I had believed in the begining what she said, I would be about divorced by now. The bit about my nick name she uses for me, well in the good ole days it was her main way of talking to me, not to much in the last year or so. Now she has used it 3 times in a month, I know I shouldn't count, but I have alot of free time.
Am I closer to being back together, don't know. But if I believed everything said, I would be divorced. Just my opinion.