Tiny Ray of Light....part VI

[789]

I don't know if I can do this. I feel like if I could just get mad it would all go away.

Dammit, put a smile on that face, lets play poker now if you want, let me know. Call a friend, a family member, heck call me if you want, you have my email info send the # if needed.

Got to get you out of this funk, I think it was the same one I was in last week, I know how you feel.

[789]

In reading it all, I think absolutely nothing going on except maybe EA, unless a person is down right evil you wouldn't do these things and also advertise it to your spouse.
I guess I am looking at it as either trying to piss him off, or in a wierd way of getting something from him. If I was doing something with a OW, I sure as hell wouldn't be saying a damn thing to my wife. But if I was trying to piss her off or make her jealous, I might make it look like I was doing something.
I know, twisted thinking, but the alcohol is out of my system and my mind found all this hidden room to come up with this stuff.

[*KS*Chick*]

as Fig had said to Lissie - He knew how to get her goat so move your goat.

So NM - MOVE YOUR GOAT

[NMHurting]

There's no moving that particular goat right now sadly.

She's back..but I'm dark. This sucks.

[NMHurting]

Having a very hard time doing that right Jazz. The curse of the OCD brain.

[JR2007]

If you're OCD, you should have a million things to do around the house. Start cleaning everything!

[JR2007]

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

My grandma had it and cleaned her house from dawn to dusk. It's a compulsion to do certain things over and over.

[NMHurting]

It doesn't always work that way JR. There are several different forms of it.

[JR2007]

It doesn't always work that way JR. There are several different forms of it.

I know, I was trying to lighten the mood. You've been down in the dumps WAY too long dude.

[NMHurting]

I know, I was trying to lighten the mood. You've been down in the dumps WAY too long dude.

Sadly it's kinda where I am mentally right now.