He must love you a lot to put up with 3 sexual affairs
I really use to think that Jazz..Until he expected me to make it all better somehow.
With no councelling..He refuses. I have my own My affections mean nothing anymore...they are tainted Anything I do with him or for him is meaningless..his words no assumptions here. I am suppose to be loving and supportive 24/7 even when he was physically and emotionally abusive I am suppose to accept any treatment from him, as it is consequences of my actions. Reminded how much I am a failure to him, my family, my kids, everything.
If he can't forgive me, then let me go. He won't let me go...not sure why? Because he loves me?
I took the chicken s&*t way out, to just give up on my marriage when it needed help the most.
