Depression today is not any better. My uncle kept me busy this morning but now I sit.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
Give yourself a few days. Going dark is hard the first 1-3 days. It'll get better.
I'm on Day 6. It really sucks.
You've been around too long though, probably harder for you. Maybe for NM too, he's been around, I keep forgetting that...
It's gotta be worse when you had contact with your W and THEN go dark. Never having contact probably makes it easier for me. Not more fun, perhaps just a bit easier.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
With mine i'm just waiting for the D shoe to drop. I really don't have a choice but to be dark.
I'm overdrawn in my bank acct so I'm not doing anything this weekend other than laundry.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
Just got an IM from her "i'm off to arizona to look at a horse with (OM)..will have my cell"
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
I don't know if I can do this. I feel like if I could just get mad it would all go away.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
