Love, what is it, is it real, does it matter?

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You know, it doesn't help when she calls, talks to me, is friendly, expresses concern. It kind of confuses me. What does she want? How long will she want to leave things as they are? How long can I stand the lack of ILYs?

I'm glad she calls. I'm glad she and I are friends. I'm glad my kids have 2 parents. I'm thankful that the sitch is not much worse. But, it's hard sometimes.