It all started soon after we started dating 4 years ago. I had a Playboy mag that she found. That is when her trust started to faulter. To her, looking at even a magazine like STUFF or Maxim where women arent naked, but nearly, is cheating. The lies started piling up from there, all the while I was hoping they would just go away. It got to the point where out love life sucked, we were distant, and I wanted that attention I got from her in the beginning. That is what started me down this path. I don't know if her saying we are done now is because she is furious and hurt, or if she really, truly means it. I am going to try to get her to go to our Preist with me sometime.
