Am currently looking at booking a holiday trail riding in Idaho with a GF of mine. Am going to tell H tonight that I am going to book it. It is not until Sept but it will really give me something to look forward to. It is one of those fast and furious rides so the adrenaline rush should be great and not too much time to think about H and family life.
The friends are probably fine. It is just that H has messed with my head so much that I don't know what to believe and so it seems easier to stay away from these friends than get together with them but feel uncomfortable. I feel that I just can't trust them anymore - they knew about the A before I did but didn't have the balls to tell me. That really hurts.
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
