I am doing my best to 180 and GAL. She didn't wear her ring yesterday, and went out after work, didn't get home until about 3:00 am, but at least she came home, right? I am thinking it is because she is not planning on coming home Saturday night, but we shall see.
As far as Saturday goes, I just am thinking that with each time she goes away that we are drifting further apart. We really don't have much of a relationship to speak of at this time, and I could really use every minute I can get to try and rebuild something. It is very difficult for me based upon our different schedules so we don't see eachother at all during the week. Then when the weekend comes and we have a chance to spend some time together, she goes off to be with her new friends-and I am not allowed to be a part of it. I don't think that it is right that she is shutting me out of this part of her life, and I suspect it is because it is going to be her new life when she decides that she really is going to leave. Just so frustrated.
Can you give me any insight as to what are some of the things that she may do/say that would show that she is understanding/ realizing/appreciating what I am doing to try and make this work? I know I am not supposed to DB simply to get her back, but it is obviously my ultimate goal. I am careful not to say anything about my changes to her as the book says but most of the time, it really seems like she does not care what I do, like she has already resigned herself to starting/cultivating a new life. It makes me feel like she thinks that I am an annoying hindrance to her true happiness. What else can I do?
