Its funny you say about being hypontised, I had thought the exact same thing last night! But really would it solve anything, to forget it all, we would be doomed to make the same mistakes, and if there is something I can take from this is that its made me a better person, a different person, I guess I grew up alittle, and thats not a bad thing. As far as the friends go, well if they are true friends then will will accept and move on and if they aren't well they are further your worry. Just take things slowly, try and visit with friends for short periods to start, just to get comfortable and see how it goes from there, it probably wount take to long for you to feel comfortable again. Try and do things today that make you feel happy today, worry about you!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
