Awesome post , keep up the good work. Last nite before bed I read your post and it helped me thru my tears realize it will be ok thru GOD, like I used to also during "D" SITCH. Let go and let GOD. I too am tired of feeling the exact same things you do. Fear will not let one move forward, I am so glad he called and brightened your day. Just reading your post helped me calm ,down thanks for posting your thoughts.
God bless...