Why do these things happen V

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I know, just hate the reasoning behind it. It is going to be good for both of us now and in the long run. I still truly believe she wants me, but wants me to find myself first.
That is something that has been missing in my life a long time, I do not even know who I am.

Can you see the positive message in what you just typed? How much better will your M be if you manage to do that?

I keep telling myself, "What is 3 months, 6 months, or even 12 months to me if it means I'm a better man and more capable of leading my family in the right direction? What is a few months if my R with my W is infinitely better, happier and fulfilling for both of us???" It's NOTHING! It's a blessing.

I think you're on the right track 789, give yourself 1-2 more days of darkness and you'll start to get used to it and you'll start to look at yourself in a much better light (if that's possible in the dark )

Keep it up!!!

Okay, your winning, it is getting easier, not better but easier. As you can see from the rest of my posts tonight, I am actually feeling positive even if I have some doubts but I am getting there.

I am in a very good mood tonight, not sure why, but why fight it.

But it is damn boring in here when everyone else is asleep, so I guess I will go do that too while I am still