I've been really busy getting all of the rest of the work done. I finally have all of it done so I have to catch up at the house and yard and all that.
I am really having a down day today. Just weird how emotions all of a sudden take over. This has been going on for ever. I guess its just to much. Mat, I have been really busy but today I just feel so alone. I wish I just felt like someone cared about me and loved me for me.
You an d yoyo are already ahead of me in the fact you are filing but I can't because of the twisted financial reasons that would be stupid. It is just emotional that I an having a hard time with. He has some one to lean on. I keep thinking what Have I done to have life send such a curve to me.
I guess this is one of those downer days. I am usually the one that helps everyone and hides my stuff.
