I just heard the "I have not been happy for the whole time we have been married". "I am pretty sure there have been some point in time I was happy, but they were few are far between". She said she realized that when she had her A last year that she realized that we were incompatible sexually. Sex has never been good with us. She said it is something that can't be worked on because she is not willing to open herself up to that. What is going to change. She would have to put herself back in that position again and she is not willing to do it.
And since she is not happy and realized she never has been, this is not worth saving. Believe 50% of what they say right? Well, after hearing that, I may not longer have the will to fight. She basically said she was more compatible with someone she was with for 4 months more than me.
The last few days I didn't say much to her. I was given her space and not asking her about anything. She came home today and saw that I had move her table into the garage. This was after she told me she didn't like it in the kitchen. Now all of a sudden i am trying to move her out. That prompted me to ask her why she hated me so much. I should have just let it go because it lead into the whole conversation about us not working and she has to go in order to be happy. She is going. I have to let her go. It is just hard to look at her everyday and know she has never been happy. It is hard to look at her and realize she doesn't want me anymore.
