HSS,

Wow and here I thought I was the only one that had a husband to keep walking out. When I was doing the whole come home, let's do this thing (which I've just the last few days not done) I would here from him people don't normally split up and get back together this many times....

Oh I hate the you'll move on in no time. You'll have someone before me. Cause I KNOW he'll move on first. I don't think he can not have someone. I on the other hand have no desire to start all over.

I know the rollcoaster ride so well. Though I wish I didn't. Some days I go from crying, okay, mad, crying, upset, okay, crying..... Hate those days.

It's so hard to just sit here and not try to get through to him. But it's something that I haven't been doing so I figure it's worth a shot. Maybe he'll start to wonder what I'm up too.

My H left and the next day came to talk to the kids. Of course my 3 yr old doens't really know what's going on. Just knows daddy now has an apartment and they go see him every other weekend. My H told my 7 yr old that he had an apartment for a year. So now my son sits here saying daddy has an apartment but is coming back home in a year. Heartbreaking because who knows if that'll happen. Faith of a child I guess.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07