its a true nightmare isnt it? I am trying so hard not to let it crush me, especially when I am home with her (she hasnt left yet and I WONT) I try to be upbeat and not let her see me hurt. Actually just started this act the last few days from everyones good advice her and the DB book. For the last two weeks all I have done was kiss butt, beg, plea, you name it and everyone was right the more I told her I loved her and asked her to do counseling and try to make theings work the more I pushed her away. I am just hoping its not too late for me to show her I am stronger then that and hope she opens her eyes. It is a rollercoaster isnt it!! Did you say your husband is moved out but your kids dont know? What do they think is going on? Kids are way smarter then we think? My D9 is going to be crushed if and when W leaves me. She is so attached to both of us.
H-40 W-33 Married 13.5 yrs S18, S11, D15, D9 W asked for D on 6/05/07
