It is finally out, he wants a D

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He finally told me yesterday that he was renting a house with a friend. That means his independence is BS - now the friend will be taking care of him instead of me and instead of his Mom. So he will still learn nothing about being out on his own. I was extremely upset and went to my flying solo mtg in a bad state. They tried to help, told me it would be better when he's not living at home. My friend called me on the ride home so I sat in my car in a thunderstorm and talked to her for over an hour.

When I went to be he wanted to talk. Oh, now he wants to talk! Always wants to bring the subject up, I just want to forget it. Everything has to be done yesterday now. I keep telling him I will sign nothing, do what you have to do. Told me I would probably find someone before he did. The nerve!!!! I told him I have not the least bit of interest in it, besides I would feel like I was cheating anyway.

So excuse me if I have an attitude and am a little bitter. Have been trying to bite my tongue but he pushes. Today he told me on the phone that he could snipe and have an attitude too but as long as he is still home we have to get along. I just try not to say anything. I can no longer act "as if".