Like a lot of you, I have been an emotional wreck, for periods of time. This affected me at work. My ability to perform was poor. I talked to my superior yesterday, accepting responsability for my poor performance and admitted to him that I was having serious relationship issues.
I am in a managment position, so I think I could (and may still) lose my job over this.
Anyway I talked to him a little, and I think it helped him understand why I had a "poor attitude."
I hope things are on the mend at work. I feel more positive and can concentrate on my tasks now.
Just goes to show you. My counselor was right, I should have talked to him about the fact that I was not 100%.
Anyway counseling tonight. R is going okay, don't know what I want yet. GAL front is going well.
I received a beautiful smile, at the wholesaler, from a very pretty counter person of the opposite sex who was helping me with some jobsite requirements. Kind of makes the day go quicker. Don't get me wrong, I'd never do anything outside of marriage, but it was a nice smile just the same
Gotta take the positives when you get them.
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Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden. T. S. Eliot
