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You crack me up, what a gift and a blessing you are. Your H see's it, he realizes it, and he's scrambling to make sense of it. Sooner or later he's going to realize that HE'S his own worst enemy, NOT you.



Thank you COG~ I crack myself up baby.....
I aint messin around anymore..... a Woman like me deserves so much more.
And the other day I also got in another "witty" comment. Refering to the garbage he allows himself to be in company with and ended it with but I have nothing to worry about cause I am a LADY not trash.




Maybe this is why I snooped....? Forced me to open my eyes~

I was doing very well but I needed to stop playing it safe and being at his mercy whenever he had a mood.
He wants a fine as hell WOMAN,,, HE NEEDS TO START TREATING ME AS SUCH.

NOT WITH GIFTS,,, WITH HIS HEART ON HIS SLEEVE AND ALL THE LOVE AND RESPECT HE KNOWS IS IN THERE BUT WOULD PREFER TO KEEP UNDER WRAPS TO "KEEP ME IN LINE" give me little bits and pieces...


bYE, bYE..... TO THOSE DAYS OF BEING AFRAID TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP AND RUFFLING HIS PRETTY LITTLE FEATHERS. \:\/
You know what I have some pretty fine feathers too and you can ruffle em uP all you want and even spank me TOO. OOOOPS~ but do it with love, integrity and RESPECT!!!!!!!!
Not diamonds, new cars or more lingerie.

Just you all natural and being a REAL MAN, yeah that is what gets me. ;\)

THANK GOD, I am not bitter, I will keep moving forward and keep praying for me to get better at this and for him to wake up.


Your H see's it, he realizes it, and he's scrambling to make sense of it.
You see it too COG? He is like what the *&^%? Happened here?

It still is feeling uncomfortable a bit but I need to do this, I have been silent for far too long.
wish me luck......
Love,Ali