Thanks BND~ you are the best. I am arent I? I just feel so confused. I was feeling so strong and now I feel like when we first separated and yet at the same time this morning I am feeling detached or maybe just bitchy , I dunno which it really is. UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGH~
BTW~ it seems like he is trying to kiss my ass and I am not being receptive. He is falling into his old patterns and I do not want to fall into mine. Last nite he came home drunk and he wanted ML, I had wanted to all day yesterday. But at 2 am no thanks. I declined, he pouted but he lived. ALSO this morning he was showering and told me he loved me.... I just smiled at him. He then says "hey you didnt say ILY to me"
I dunno you all, help. I feel like a volcano erupting .... I am not angry at him, I think I feel like I need to be heard and respected.
