Sashaying thru Seperation V

[mcojh]

A little confusion. CW and I went out tonite for a beer. I had mentioned it last nite, when I dropped the kids off. This afternoon when I brought it up again, she wanted to go out for a beer.

We went out and were talking about this or that, nothing R related. At one point she brought up something and made the comment, "I don't want this to turn adversarial between us." She also brought up how she didn't plan to go back to our church. Last week, more than one person ignored her when she said hi, etc. I guess I cannot blame her. She then said something about everyone feeling sorry for me. That is the last thing I want.

One minute we are talking etc, and the next she makes a "there will ne no us" comment. WTH. She wants to be around me, and then says that stuff. It is so hard not to react.

Anyway, last week, I asked her if she wanted to go to a charity concert with me. Right away she agreed to. We talked avout it today and she seems excited to go. WTH.

When I dropped her off, she told me, "You don't have to get out." Does that mean she wants me to or not? She says it in such a way that confuses me.

Smiling and waving.