~CADES, I am sOOOOO GLAD to hear you are doing better. And that he misses you too, that is fabulous.

You deserve some PEACE of mind. Also re: the detaching while he is away. MY H for the past 5 years has worked away for long periods of time .
I found the better I got emotionally,,,
the more I seemed to detach from him. It is actually good I think cause it means you are more comfortable ( i.e. trust etc etc )with him. You can go about your day w/o constantly worrying about what he is doing etc. etc. All my best to you.
awesome news. Good for you. This time away from you is allowing him to miss you. And you being so grounded is good for his spririt. You are doing great~ WOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO!
~Ali