Oh I apologize then...I'll fix that. However - you have hope in the first quote and in the second you say after 15 months, there is none.

There are folks who've been here over two years and are just NOW getting somewhere......

....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am
I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon
~ Avril Lavigne ~
..."Nobody's Fool"...

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