The W hasn't been able to sleep lately. She says she has dreams about me having another woman and child. I try to tell her that is not the case, but she says it doesn't matter anyway. I wanted to ask her what that meant but I already knew what she would say. Why go there with her? I asked her if she was still going to go to her appointment with her T today and she said after this past week don't I think she needs to go. I just smiled and left her to her thoughts.
Her other T called today and asked how she was doing because she hasn't been to see him lately. That means she has run out of her medicine. She has done this before and it lead to her going to the hospital. He was concerned and wants to see her today. I told him I would tell her after she got out of this appt.
I am still letting her bring up any R talk. She may be just going through the motions to keep the peace until she can file. I don't know. After she talked about her dream I just went numb. I think I am getting to the point to where I don't care anymore. She called her two 'Friends' the past two days. I don't know what they talked about, but she called them. So, I believe i am going into protection mode. I am going to stop caring and see how that goes.
