No, I don't want to leave. I just want things to be normal - the way I THOUGHT they were before he dropped the bomb. We have our problems, but the current stuff seems manageable, esp with the counseling we are getting. It's this old stuff that I can NEVER even come CLOSE to "winning" on. He is so stuck on it. And so irrationally hateful about it. I know it was a big deal in its time, but I feel 1992 is in the past now and I'm tired of it haunting my every move here in 2007.
I'm really not looking forward to him coming home now. I am trying to decide if it'll make things better or worse if I go to my girlfriend's tonight.
