Just be aware that no matter what happens, you will be okay. The future has not yet been written, so it's hardly worth worrying about. Live in the now, and enjoy the fruits of your hard DB'ing work. You are doing the right thing by talking your way through the fear.
You are awesome, and have so much courage. Your kids are sure keeping ya busy, 'eh! I remember those days with such fondness.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim