I know, just hate the reasoning behind it. It is going to be good for both of us now and in the long run. I still truly believe she wants me, but wants me to find myself first. That is something that has been missing in my life a long time, I do not even know who I am.
Can you see the positive message in what you just typed? How much better will your M be if you manage to do that?
I keep telling myself, "What is 3 months, 6 months, or even 12 months to me if it means I'm a better man and more capable of leading my family in the right direction? What is a few months if my R with my W is infinitely better, happier and fulfilling for both of us???" It's NOTHING! It's a blessing.
I think you're on the right track 789, give yourself 1-2 more days of darkness and you'll start to get used to it and you'll start to look at yourself in a much better light (if that's possible in the dark )
Keep it up!!!
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
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