Woah, where did ten days go? My internet connection has been spotty all month, grrr. I hope it smooths out for good soon.
I've been busy with so much going on--keeping house, some major landscaping, potty-training S3, chasing my newly walking D1, a few work projects thrown in here and there. I'm trying to learn Photoshop and hoping to get to some decorating and sewing projects soon. H still seems to have both feet in the door, and has spent a lot of time with us. \o/\o/\o/
The nagging thoughts and fears try to creep in on me every day: could he still be hiding a R on the side?...how bad it hurts to think of what he was up to a year ago (bomb anniversary coming up)...that up until several weeks ago, he really didn't care if he was with me or not, ugh. Can't focus on them though. They won't help me get to where I want to be.
I think I'm finding a good balance of talking myself through the fears without burying my emotions and turning my thoughts to what I have here and now. How grateful I am! I want to take such good care of this chance, to nurture it and watch it grow!
