Still stuck in Limbo Land

[MariS]

Mary,

You are right about child's safety. I have not confronted WAH-MLCer about OW, but let his Mom mention the incident, since she was the one that was confronted by OW.

At least OW's myspace shows she is single. At present, I think she is just trying to hurt me emotionally & have me loose it, therefore run WAH-MLCer back into her arms. NaDa, NOT happening! Thank goodness for the DR Book!!!

I'm also reaching the point of not caring anymore. Have two jobs & starting a business, so I really am GALing for me.

Journaling...

Week was decent. WAH-MLCer went out of town for a night for a guy thing. Was able to confirm it was legit. We went to a friends couple shower, people we have know for years.

Now he is on a guy trip to CA, returning this weekend.

WAH-MLCer has shown the classic signs, restless, disturbed sleep, irritable moods, drinking. Finding it VERY hard to keep quiet, as if & ignore, knowing that these are HIS demons & issues, not mine.

Still thankfull that his relationship w/child has improved and each day that God gives me for my life.

Have hinted to WAH-MLCer that maybe I need a CHL & inquiring where my items are, just in case I need "extra protection" when he is not at the house. Thought that would be a strong enough hint as to the OW.