Geez chocolateeyes, your story sounds almost identical to mine. I posted for the first time yesterday and someone told me to read up on yours. Isnt this the hardest thing you have ever endured? I am a mental mess myself! Scared to fricken death and feel like a lost soul, worried about finances, my kids and wanting to literally tear the head off of the man that has intruded into my marriage. Which byt he way is a 2 time a day for 10 years bodybuilder with 21 inch arms and 6% body fat. I would need a baseball bat. But with my adrenaline and hate I now have for someone who was my friend and fellow kids football coach with me my 16' arms and 195 Lb frame could take on Zuess himself and I havent been in a fight for 30 years. Fortunately I am smarter and worry about my kids so I just stay away from him.
H-40 W-33 Married 13.5 yrs S18, S11, D15, D9 W asked for D on 6/05/07
