You are very brave for confronting the problem and taking action.
I work in a health center and i have been told that people who have become addicted to a controlled substance should be weened from them. Please see a doctor to do this. May i suggest one that did not Presribe them as he should have been aware that this would happen. Im'e not a nurse and i know about addiction to controlled Meds.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez