Ok Chicki...I thought you said something about not giving him a card, my bad. I certainly do not think you need to "worship him".
So why are you still trying Chicki? Is it just that you don't know how to be on your own yet? You sound pretty done. I will tell you this...he will not be accomodating your needs anytime soon - if ever...so if that is what you are looking for right now, you may as well forget it.
