Stay out of his way so I don't get my head bit off? A worthy goal, I'd say. His knee still hurts, yes? And the inactivity is making him snippy, if men get snippy.... Seriously, I was over on Sunday. He had asked me to go through D11's closet. I ended up cleaning that, her dresser drawers and the rest of her room, too. They'll both appreciate that, but they might never say anything. They were on the back porch and sometimes I just feel so completely out of the loop and not part of things.... Anyway, I had my purse and my Dr. Pepper and went out back to tell them I was done and leave. H asked where I was off to. I said "back to the apartment" and then I asked him if he wanted to ride with me to Durham this Saturday. I'm picking up S14 between here and my Dad's house in SC. H's brother lives in Durham so I thought we could stop and see him (this had previously been mentioned Friday night and he acted like it was a great idea)...but he acted as if it was just too far away to plan..."I'll have to see what's going on this week". Don't panic. He is being very cautious. Um okay, NOTHING is going on that couldn't wait a day but whatever.
I haven't talked to him since Sunday. It's only Tuesday.... I'm getting all fleshy and menstrual and that never leads anywhere good so I've just been quiet. Quiet is good. The two steps forward and three steps back thing is getting on my nerves. I think we will say it is three forward and two back, we'd like to think you'll get the in the end. And I think it looks hopeful as long as someone doesn't get impatient again! I'm not bitching or whining, I'm just losing my focus. I'd hate to see it if you were....(kidding there, you sound good for being a bit down... I've been alone since pretty much since last Wednesday and it's starting to irk me. You were not alone at the ho down. Accentuate the positive, as they say. (B is good! ) But thanks for asking .
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