I shall live vicariously thru your successes for now.
You just need to follow suit and get quiet. Quit worrying about what W is doing for a while. Jazz and I have tiny successes but we're not done by a long shot. Our general attitudes are just in a different place (mine's better than Jazz's now ) and you have to get there. Quit pursuing, quit worrying, quit trying fix, but DON'T QUIT on you. Get it? Got it? Good.