Boy, Cemar you sound really bitter ;)... I absoulutely do not dismiss his needs. I would say when he intiates sex it is only about 10% of the time I say "not tonight". I bend over backwards for him when it comes to stroking his ego or talking dirty to him on the phone.. Yes I do all these things. And yes, his needs are important, but so are mine, and all I have to rely on is myself and if Im not happy, how am I going to make him happy??
We are both tired out Cor.. it's bad sometimes. Like tonight I know he's going to be wiped because its so hot here and he's on a roof. So I will wait up for him and maybe take a bath with him or something. I am not selfish, never have been. I always think of myself last.. im not tooting my own horn it's the facts. I have 2 kids to look after and A h I don't have time to worry about what I want at any particular time. Im not feeling sorry for myself either, this is just the way it is and I've already excepted that fact. I just can do without him being mean whenever he feels like it and treats me poorly.. im not the enemy.
Well Cemar I don't know what your stitch is, but it sounds like you just want to lash out at people. I feel sorry for you that you feel that you have to do that. I've been nothing but honest here.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
