It is finally out, he wants a D

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Last night I was going out after I thought my H had left and found him in the driveway talking on his cell. Heard him talking business like, said something about July or Aug. Must be an apartment I figure. I curtly walked off to see my D7 at the neighbors. When I came back he came to the car window and wouldn't let me leave. Says he cannot live with his father, his original idea, so I guess that means the apt hunt is on. Turns out his sister who he just helped move is giving him some hand me down furniture..which means he's talked to them of course. Annoys me that I am the last to know. Story of my life. So I left and he said he would be there when I got home. I said I wanted to hear that forever..

So last night he came to be after me and wanted me. At this point I am hesitant. So I tried to kinda hint my way out of it as I didn't want to hear the next week about how wrong it was. So finally I caved. Of course at that point he started crying and saying how wrong it was. I was getting so angry and frustrated with him I left and he followed me. Said he was screwed up. I said I wasn't disagreeing. He said for me to go to bed that he would sleep downstairs, I didnt' have to. I really just wanted him to follow me so I told him not to bother, it was fine. SO we both went back to bed but I wasn't asleep still by 3 am. So he was all sweet all night and rubbing my back so I would go to sleep as I was taking D7 to Sesame Place today. I said it didn't matter, I would just take drugs. He didn't like that answer.

Now after returning from Sesame Place today he didn't even say hello let alone how was it. Really hurts. Went for his 6 mile walk. Hope to watch a movie together later.