Well, don't feel so bad. It's addictive stuff. BTDT. I wouldn't go cold turkey though, you can probably wean yourself off slowly -- that would probably be the better idea. I got on it after pregnancy #2 b/c it totally "zoomed" me up. Loved the stuff. But, can't be on it forever, unless you have issues like you do. BUT if you truly don't need it all the time, it's going to take time to get off of it. It'll be like the smoking thing -- very mind over matter. You probably think you need/want it more than you really do!


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10