the bottom line here is, I do love my H If I can help your M, great.
I am confident Lou loves BB My current feelings and beliefs: M is a responsibility.
I have elements of: Love, fusion, obligation, dedication, trying to change the M/doing what I have done in the past, hoping for more of the good times we had in the past. Also, some not very honorable, not very loving feelings at times.
I think he is a wonderful man Thank you HW.
From what I know about you through your posts, Your H is a lucky man.
In one of your post's, you wrote about God not giving you more than you can handle. I don't know if I agree with that idea 100% because I have seen some very damaged people. Some heal and get stronger. Some get through the damage, but function at a lower level than before their “trial by fire.”
I do believe (by observation) that “trial by fire” leads people to resources they never knew the resources existed.
