Perhaps you're right about me going into myself to work things out. I just feel so low I can't think straight right now. The last 2 posts have given me a lot to think about for sure. I know I don't want my M to end and I know I love him more than anything but I just can't figure out what I need to be able to put this horrible letter behind me.
Thankfully no ducks have gone past my window LOL!! (you always manage to make me laugh regardless, thank you) Thankfully it was only my garden that flooded and it has mostly gone now but there are a lot of roads around us that are still impassible. It has only spotted with rain today thank goodness so hopefully things can dry out a bit now. One good thing came out of it though - we had a wasps nest in a crack in the grass and it would appear they have maybe been drowned out.