Thanks Cat, that means a lot. H seems to be acting a little weird the past couple of days (?). My mind keeps thinking back to a friend on here who said his W did the same thing and a week or two later they were talking reconciliation. I know there are no maps or blueprints for any of us to follow (darn it) but I hope H is distancing so he can be more comfortable with me moving back in...maybe I am kidding myself but positive thinking has gotten me through these most difficult months of my life so I can't abandon what has been working
Today I am going to get a new lock for our garage and begin packing some boxes to put in there. That way most of my stuff is centrally located and a move to where ever I end up will be a little bit easier! Actually I have very little since I only took some books, my clothes and some pictures. It will be the big stuff that will stress me out in a couple weeks (bookcase and futon).
Anyway, I have to keep reminding myself that if I do move into my own place, that doesn't mean it is over or that the positive changes have to stop. However, that is really difficult to do with each day that passes and it gets closer to the end of July...
