It doesn't hurt to see DH.. well, maybe sometimes, but it's him leaving every time, ya know?
Today I'm in a good place. Tomorrow? Maybe not... LOL!!
It might even be good for both the kids and DH to spend more time together.
See, our separation is weird. We see each other every day (unless I make an effort to not be here... and I do do that). He usually takes the youngest one with him every night and drops him off every day. We were having date nights, but not any more. He'll call me if he knows I'm getting off work early (11 - 11:30 instead of 1 am) and ask if I want to go for a drink. I try not to initiate things cuz I can't take the rejection and I see everything as rejection.
Oh you know what hurts? Is me coming home from work (in the early am) and DH's truck is not here. Sometimes if I'm exhausted, I may not notice. Otherwise it's like a big empty space not only in the driveway, but in my heart.
You'll have to look for my "wow, if you go snooping.." or something like that thread. That was a down day for me... LOL!!
