it seems it's hurting you more than it is helping. Of course it feels good when it happens, but then you put your hopes up in him and he turns around like nothing happened and talks about ow.
And how do you know he isnt' intimate with ow? the first things I'd think of is STDs
Can't you let him know out right how much it hurts for him to talk about ow? perhaps in some way he thinks it helps? perhaps he thinks he is being honest? be straight forward with him.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.