In need of help

[sadhearted]

Thanks there I times I really believe there is hope and other times were it feels hopeless.

I haven't read it but am in the process of getting a copy of it.

Honestly I haven't been doing much for me. Up to this point anyway. I think I am to the point that I will though. It's still fresh for me since it just recently happened. I've been trying to just get thru one day at a time and be there for the kids.

About the last week I've been trying to be upbeat and friendly and nice around him. Which before I must say I wasn't because of the pain. I have lost some weight since all this started and am able to fit into clothes I haven't been in for a couple years. That was a pleasant surprise and I was very excited about that. Not the appropiate way to loose weight but....