Why do these things happen V

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I know they are my friends, and they also know what I want. It just gets me pissed, it is like they want me to end it now, wonder if they actually know something I don't.

As for darkness, it sucks man. I am trying to stay busy. Just dropped son off for school. He is great, even beat me in a couple of games of darts last nite.

I don't know how you do it and be such a chipper chihuaha at the same time.