Just looked your drug up. Yep not nice. Similar to the Codeine I am addicted to but maybe a bit worse. I don't think it is probably licensed over here in the UK, (probably just aswell for me!!!)
You have got a lot on your plate at the moment!!
Wish I could think of something more helpful to say.
Thinking of you
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength