ll, do you think you need to have a serious, no kids around talk with your h? You have alot of feelings building up and maybe he needs to hear them...really hear them, not just in passing or bits and pieces...maybe coffee out together...I feel sad by what you are feeling, you have done so many great things to change you...you deserve some answers or some sort of idea where your h is right now...we know that keeping things inside is not what a m should be. Maybe think about it...so you can constructivly present your feelings to him.. Take care SueS
