Shocked H in NJ looking for DB help

[Willing NJ H]

Thanks guys...
FA - I am much more confident than I was when we met, but am not inthe best shape i've ever been. When my daughter was born, my free time went from weightlifting and running to babysitting as we both work weird hours. I am determined to get back in the best shape i've ever been, which is a plus because I will have SWAT tryouts coming up in the next year or so. I used to be pretty big, (never cut but not sloppy). I want the size and less body fat now. Time is still tough with the little one, but I'mgoing to work harder. A workout buddy would be nice, but they never stay dedicated like I do.

BIT1607 - I know how you feel. As much as I love her, I'm sick of being the blame for how she feels all of the time. I've made some mistakes, that are now fixed, but she won't put the blame where it's due because she thinks it makes her a "nutcase" or a "freak". She blames herself for the abuse and won't seek counseling. Do you have kids? That the thing thats f-ing me up right now. Even if I ave to rebuild my life and lose everything i've worked for, though I WANT my M, I never wanted my daughter to go through the BS of divorced parents, step-dads and the crap that I did. I am a very understanding person, but if someone ever did anything I didn't like to my daughter, I'd put him in his place quick! My wife typically like d-head bad boys that treat women like crap. I was the tough nice guy that seems like a good boy and she had a hard time with that for a while when we first started dating. Anyway, thanks a lot. keep in touch. Where in NJ are you? I'm in Burlington county and work in Mercer County. Been looking for DBers from NJ to GAL with. My friends all have kids or work my days off. I figured it would be cool to go play racquette ball or go to Dave and Busters or something.